About Me

There is a Place Where I Have Been

There is a place where I have been

Where angels soar upon the wind

Where the light of God sparkles

Brighter than any star

That only some can comprehend

Where love born of faith

Consumes the soul

Your body a vessel

Thus quenches

Your body heart and soul

Where the light is so bright

You must gently close your eyes

And bask in the warmth

Of this most exquisite and sacred

That so many cannot comprehend

I desperately and painfully yearn

To find this place again

Thus my spirit and the deepest recesses

Of my heart and soul

Have been crushed and stepped upon

Over and over; time and time again

Leaving me no rest for the weary

Before I can find my way back again

As I cannot get past one thing

Before it happens again

This being constant

And more than a body can endure

My mind tortured; my heart now bleeds

And burns with each new day

And I have lost my way

For my body…Gods vessel

Is slowly dying from deep within

This pain I can no longer bear

As I cry out to God, and his angels

Release me from this dark despair

Let your love burn within me

Once again

For I know it is there

And I know my angels

Surround me in my darkest hours

I long for the beauty of

My loving and caring heart

To come back to the child

Of God he meant me to be

And though I am breaking apart

Piece by piece;

As my body betrays me

And makes me too weak and brittle

As slowly it is dying

I desperately try to fight this fight

But my mind cannot handle it

And I am left trapped

Like a beautiful and fragile dove

That once did soar

Is murdered by an evil

That walks this earth

An evil that has never known

The radiant love the purest

THE most powerful love

The love of God first and foremost

Born only in FAITH

For here I am left

Crumbled to the ground

As I desperately try to pick myself up

And find my way back

To this breathtaking place

The that place I have been

This place where I heard the angels sing

The word of our Heavenly Father

And have been filled with it so intense

Yet I am trapped in this breaking body

My heart and soul bleeding

As I try to fight

My way back again and again

I ask for your prayers

To help me find my way

For God said whenever

Two or more of you pray

Thy will be done

It is his sacred way

I come to you, because

I know you know have the light

Within your hearts

A light some will never know

Or poor blessed souls

Cannot comprehend

And I am afraid

My body will die

Before I find my way

To that breathtaking

Place where I have been

I am not ready

For I am not done

I know with all that I am

God still has for me a mission

To complete

To help others find this

And know this glory

Before it is too late

I know before I can do this

I must heal from within

Physically, mentally, and within my heart

It must no longer bleed

So I come to you on bended knew

And intercede your prayers for me

So I may once again heal

And be that beautiful dove

That once did soar

This angel’s heart who has helped so many

To find their way

I know in my heart

It will come to pass

I just need help now

To get back to this place

As the angels I have been with…………………

………………..before

This magnificent place

Born only of pure love

I desperataely yearn for

I am down on my knees begging

For HIM

To save me from this weak and broken body

That I may once again

Be the beautiful heart and soul

That is buried and fighting to resurface again

Inside of me………GOD I PRAY

PLEASE HEAR MY PLEA

Please send your angels back to me

That I may shine once more

And do the work I know

You have chosen for me

Reach as many people as I can see

So I turn to you my precious souls

Band together ….and I know I shall come through**